You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Monday, September 21, 2009

A joke a day, sends all my blues away

Dear Lea,

You made me smile today...laugh, in fact.

I was so tired today when i came home from work. It was crazy this morning so I had a nap, ate early dinner and watched a movie on DVD and then I decided to go online. I didn't really plan on catching up with anyone today because I am still feeling battered from work. Poor body mechanics or whatever. This is one of the "too-lazy-i-don't-wanna-go-to-work-anymore day". And really, i just wanna fake it and stay in bed the whole day tomorrow. the routine just makes me sick. The silence is deafening, feeling all alone and miserable. Sigh. But I typed your URL on my search engine and boom, I laughed like mad! You made my day. Just like the old college days when you never fail to make me laugh in the middle of all the cramming and sleeplessness. Despite the distance, you push me to do good, you take my side, you tell me upfront if you think i'm wrong. Thanks for the company.

I wanna laugh beside you again, laugh so loud that my tummy begins to hurt and tears well up in my eyes.

This makes me miss you more.

2 comments:

  1. Aww... Ako un! Ako un! Haha nateary eyed daw ako. Namiz dn kta. Ayan tutulo na luha ko haha d ko alam hay hormonal n naman cguro. Yeah i kn0w that too lazy i dont wna go to work feeling. I felt that a lot of times during my 2yr experience at csmc. I miz u 2. Im happy na napapasaya kta kht pano. :-)

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