i was up early today and i couldn't go back to sleep. Today's my friday and i'll be off from work for 3 days which is quite a rest for me, only not. This coming Christmas day and the weekend will be a handful for me. There's the midnight mass, the noche buena, the exchanging of presents, the beach tambay and whatnots. So there's really no rest day, so to speak.
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the past week, i spent too much! maybe i was trying to compensate for the sadness i am feeling this season. WHenever I see anything i want, i just think to myself, my family's not here, no one to celebrate with, no presents to open, i cook my own noche buena so i think i deserve a little something. and because of this pep-talk, i have exceeded my budget, and next payday will be next week pa! i am serious trouble...i might even have to fiddle with my savings, if the need arises. that is not good.
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i bought a new planner. and i saw one of my unused notebooks so i thought it could pass as a journal. and yes, i have started writing and i promised i'll keep up with it. everything doesn't have to be blogged so i am going back to old-school journal with gel pens. :)
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i miss Christmas sa pinas! No Christmas carols, no traffic, no shopping rush, no Christmas spirit...and it feels so lonely. sigh. I miss everything about Philippines! lalo na my family.
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