You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Discovered

5 years back when I was going through a rough time in my life, I had a journal that I decided to compile, edit and lay-out (and print) for the sake of memories. So I did everything I mentioned except for the one in the bracket. I spent crazy hours editing, proofreading and editing again only to find out I lost it when my computer broke down. It was terrible! I felt devastated.

Today while I was going through my old emails, I found attachments, bits and pieces of my old journal slash book-to-be and I am soooooo thrilled! I saved a copy on my computer and will go through it later. :)

Here is one random article I found:

What i know about pain
- lucy torres-gomez

i know it has to be treated with respect. Feel it and get to know it,
because only then will you be able to let it go. Know you are entiled to
your one last cry and make sure that happens on your own terms; let no one
tell you, you are grieving too much or too little. Be true to yourself and
while you feel but while at it, wait expectantly for healing to come
because, trust me, it will come.

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