You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Friday, July 23, 2010

forever young...i wish!

we just came home from mcdo after a long hard week at work.
the original video of forever young was shown on the huge TV while we were having our supper.
i was reading ysa's tumblr account and all her entries and photos about finding that guy who will only have eyes for her or the phone she badly wanted or those quotes about not giving up and moving on; it made me feel so old like i'm literally years (and years) away from teenage world.
it made me miss the simplicity of life. it made me miss those times when knowing that he likes me was the biggest thing on earth! it made me think about those times when the only thing i cared about was what dress to wear to a friend's party and how am i gonna get home in time for curfew. it made me look back to how i spent my 15, 16, 17 year old life in my little world that only revolves around inuman with barkada, receiving sweet text quotes from him, or burning the phone lines even if we didn't really have something to talk about (mostly, him making me feel special with his sweet talks).
i feel so distant to my youth. it made me feel all wrinkled and gray.hahaha especially now that i am so into cooking and baking.
boy oh boy, i sure am lightyears away from it.

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