You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Back up

Yes, I'm back up on my feet! And I am baking again. This time it's chewy chocolate thins and I really hope it comes out chewy not like the slice i made last week which was as hard as a board! It's a pretty simple recipe which calls for a lot of mixing which made my arms really sore. hehehe I made some tweaks from the recipe and added dark chocolate chips. :) So when Gelo comes home later, he can snack on some cookies. Yay!

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I am planning something for my birthday that needed some of my childhood photos. Last night I got my memorabilia box in a serious hope of finding something that can help me with my *birthday special. But to my dismay, I only found a handful of photos which will not suffice. So this afternoon after driving Gelo to work and before doing my chewy cookie attempt, I ransacked my drawers and I found a scrapbook of sort, which apparently was a project when I was in college. Theology, perhaps. And like opening a baul of treasures, there, I found all the photos I was eye-ing to include in my project. Oh what a wonderful feeling! :) It's a similar feeling to waking up early, getting ready to go to school only to find out that classes are suspended. Sheer heaven! :) Oh, I am definitely back on my lakwatsera feet! :)

I should really abandon the pessimism accompanying my fear to turn 25. That's not healthy. I should really welcome my 25th year with a heart full of thanks. :)

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