You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Looking at this blog, which hasn't been updated for the past couple of weeks, I feel as though I have a writer's block. When I am somewhere quiet, along with my thoughts, I have a million things that come up in my mind. But the moment I log in to my account, everything vanishes and I suddenly don't know where to start.

Maybe because there's some negativity in me recently that I'd rather not blog about as it will just drag me down.

Anyway, I'd like to think I'm trying to get back on my feet. I am really looking forward that Spring's almost here! So, goodbye to winter flu and coats and boots.

Spring is my favorite season of the year simply because it seems to be bringing new hope, new beginnings. The days are longer, the wind is still cool but the sun is out more often. Not to mention all the flowers that are in bloom and the greens that are greener than ever. :) I've crossed out 1st weekend of September for spring cleaning. It has been sort of a tradition and sort of a ritual like saying buh-bye to a year of broken friendships, dragging pessimism and drawing some lines. And after clearing out my closet of the things that I do not need anymore, things for giving away and some things for keeping, I feel uplifted at the thought that there's another year ahead of me. Another summer at the beaches, another year of hardwork, another autumn and another cold winter. It's a cycle, anyway. But as people say, the night is darker before the break of dawn. So yes, goodbye for now to the long nights of winter and hello to my beginning. :)

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