You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Friday, September 24, 2010

I'm just saying

Driving home from work last night, I felt particularly lonely. The air was cool (it's spring!), the road was clear, and the sounds of the past week that's been no-time-to-pee-busy is almost inaudible to me. With a Smile came on my radio as Track number 10 when i turned it on and it completed the scene.

Every day I wonder. I think about my other options, I think of where I am right now, I think of where I'm supposed to be and sometimes, I think of going back home. For good. And then, I am brought back to reality which is harsh but true.

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This week, I was told off 3 times. I know cause I'm keeping track. And everytime the moment breezes you by, it's as if nothing happened. So you go on all chirpy while I am left in hollow trying to decipher what the heck just happened?

I don't want to spend my days not talking because I am too scared to be told off.
So I have decided.
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